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My husband has been away for two weeks and I take every opportunity I can to cheat on him while he's gone. One of the strangers I cheated with agreed to film me giving him a blowjob. I put the footage together with a confession at the beginning. I still haven't decided if I should show the tape to my husband when he gets back, what do you think? Blowjob scene is 13 minutes long and has a very amateur feel.